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Endgame

September 5, 2012
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Endgame has begun. But will it be the end of the beginning or the end of the end?


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Day 49

September 5, 2012
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Please, please, please, don’t be a crazy one!


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Day 48

September 4, 2012
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Falling for someone sure takes a lot of energy. Soldiering on… So worth it.
 
“When God takes something from you, He is emptying your hands to give you something better ^_^”
 
Not sure if Like.

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Last day of sorrow

August 27, 2012
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Putting on my ‘sad face music :(‘ playlist up for the last time. Tomorrow is a new day.


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Gutted. Can’t take this anymore.

August 26, 2012
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Except I can. Surely.

And in the end they’re worth it every time.


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Superficial crush..

August 17, 2012
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.. nonetheless a crush. Helps


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The blues..

July 30, 2012
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Back from holidays and feeling blue blue blue. Where again can I find someone like you you you?
Yes I’ll live, yes I’m fine, but man do I wish you were mine!
You might think, what’s the deal? This strange guy, is he for real?
Why yes I am, it’s sadly true. All I think of is blue blue you.

Shiver

January 31, 2012
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Why is reading old posts so very confronting.. is it me or is this normal?? Really wth.


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Falling

January 31, 2012
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By the way, I’m kind of falling for every nice girl in my vicinity nowadays.


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Approaching 30

January 31, 2012
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Ok, so what now? What will the next 10 years bring. The last 10 years have led me to the point where I am at this moment. Was it worth it? It seems nothing has changed much, or has it?

But I still haven’t found my place in this world. Maybe there is no such place, but I refuse to believe that. What I do believe is that there’s the possibility of me just not finding it.

I think the following 1-2-3 years will be key. Let’s get out of here, I want it!


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There.

June 16, 2011
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NYCity, it has gotten real. Cool place. Will return, there was no closure.

Now in Chicago for training.

What is it with Polish girls? <3

2 days left. Sad. In my room. iPad2. Introversion at work.

Time for another change. Happy with changes in the last year. Escaped to real life. Barely, barely!

Secrets.

And the battle goes on. We are one!


One

July 27, 2009
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Does anyone else out there realize or suspect that we all truly are one and the same?


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Intelligence

February 5, 2009
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Is the brain a market?


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Transhumanism

January 28, 2009
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Yeah, I guess I am one too, but with a clear distinction. I think it’s important to realize that there is much more to improving humanity than just improving an individual’s intellectual and physical abilities.

We are already plenty smart and strong, yet socially sometimes we are still retarded.

As for David Pearce.. very interesting! But before I delve deeper into this guy and his crazy theories, I would like to ask you whether he thinks that suffering has no value? This is the first question that should pop into anyone’s mind, but it’s not even in the faq!


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Why introverts are inferior to extraverts.

January 16, 2009
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“Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings.” -about.com

In the current climate, it is advisable that introverts go multidisciplinary. Meaning they should try and be as polyvalent as possible, studying different things at a time. Why?

Basically, introverts like to spend their time alone thinking (and are good at it, which can be either genetic or due to training effects). If introverts would go multidisciplinary, for example going for a degree in Economics and Computer Science, they would have a keen sense of understanding both fields at the end of the road (dark blue triangles). They would be able to analyze and abstract relevant elements from both fields, combine them and develop a new promising idea in a fast, efficient way.

introvert vs extraverts

It would be economically inefficient for 2 extraverts, both being PhD’s in their respective fields (light blue triangles), to try and achieve the same result as the introvert who did it all in his own head. Ignoring the fact that 2 persons are generally more costly than just 1, the 2 extraverts are only able to know what the other one is thinking by talking to each other. Being extraverts, they are naturally efficient at communicating, but they are no match for the introvert who only needed to find the answer within himself. Since multidisciplinary studies are still rarely taken, there are still lots of valuable nuggets to be found crossreferencing the dark blue triangles. It is thus advisable that introverts go multidisciplinary. Only when the dark blue triangles are mined out do the extraverts regain the advantage, as they are capable of internalizing the light blue areas in their crossreferencing too, something the multidisciplinary introvert is not able to do. Two monodisciplinary introverts are also worse off than 2 extraverts because the latter are statistically (actually?)  more efficient at communicating.

Theoretically speaking, in the long long term, introverts should be bred out, having become inferior to extraverts.


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From heaven to hell and back to earth

January 15, 2009
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Yesterday was the most awkward, weird and dramatic day of my life.  I’ve been on cloud nine ever since I came up with my idea, developing it further and dreaming about the possibilities. The very thought of it made me smile, grin, and shiver with excitement.  The amount of adrenaline in my blood must’ve been near fatal for my heart, I tell ya!

But then yesterday night I suddenly realized I was overlooking something. Until then I had been ignoring a little fact, thinking that something so trivial would only minorly be able to affect my plans. But when I finally decided to stop ignoring it, it started to dawn on me that this matter would be able to completely destroy the constructions I had in mind until that point. For about one hour I was convinced that that was it, that nothing could be done further to reanimate the project, over and out. From a few days of heavenly bliss I had suddenly landed in hell’s misery.. knocked down.

I owed it to the project to spend the last of my energy to thinking about it some more though. And luckily I did, because there is still a way, I think. It just needs to be looked at from a different angle this time around. The result is something quite a bit more challenging, but still doable I hope. And funnily enough the construction has become a bit more elegant and flexible thanks to it. We’re still good to go, although I really hope I won’t have to go through something like that again. But the way I see it, all contingencies have now been taken into account, and all that is left is tackling them one by one.

Looking back I guess it was a funny experience as well. Because during the time when my body was still all high on the original idea, I already predicted that it wouldn’t be able to sustain the ecstasy much longer.  I predicted I would crash, not having slept well in days and acting all hyperactive the whole time! And I was right..

So yesterday definitely was a day full of drama. But in the end it’s probably a good thing that I went through this. I needed to come back to reality with a clear head. We’re only in the beginning of a long long way.


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Exciiiiteeeddddddd

January 12, 2009
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God I have never been so excited in my whole life… the future is looking sooo bright… please don’t wake me up… linger linger linger!!!

Is this really happening?? Am I out of my mind? Am I loooooosing my senses????


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Morning epiphanies

January 12, 2009
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Often, in the wee small hours of the morning -still half asleep-, ideas that hatched from dreams still linger.

Such glorious ideas sometimes seem to carry with them even the answer to life itself, until this epiphony inevitably goes on to trigger the awakening of the other, still dormant parts of one’s wit, and the once sweet delusion starts making place for the familiarity of crude reality.

This time however -fully awake-, the reality appears neither familiar nor crude.

Was the sky not the limit?


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Project Silicon

January 11, 2009
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A few hours ago I came up with an idea… one of the most exciting ones I’ve ever had! Can’t stop thinking about it! For now I would just like to remain naïve for a day and dream about what it could potentially grow into.

Then in the coming days either added excitement… or bitter disappointment, hehe.


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March 2009

December 11, 2008
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¡¡¡A WorldMUN 2009 me voy!!!


Entrevista de empleo

December 2, 2008
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2 días con Ernst & Young, jmm espero que pueda conseguir este trabajo!


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Fin de camino

November 25, 2008
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Al fin del camino ya estoy. Ha sido un camino largo y solito, con sólo a mi lado la esperanza. Pero al fin del camino ya estoy y tú no estás. No podré arrepentirme mirando atrás, así que sin miedo, ahora, te dejo.

Por ti, ya no lucho más.


La muerte

November 22, 2008
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Lo que sea que vaya a ocurrir después de morir, no tendrá ningún sentido.

Whatever may happen after we die, it won’t make any sense.

Pero de todas formas, soy inmortal yo~!


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WorldMUN 2009

November 18, 2008
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Acabo de presentarme como candidato para el WorldMUN 2009 en la Haya, Holanda. Qué sueño sería participar a esta conferencia. Crucemos los dedos.


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Human

November 18, 2008
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Unchain yourself, no limits. You’re not perfect, don’t pretend that you are. The quest for perfection should never jeopardize the chance of attaining it.

Unleash, let go, reach out~


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